Mother Dearest [09-23-03]

Posted by on Thursday, May 14, 2009
Mother dearest
Please dont cry
Its not your fault
He had to die
Mother dearest
Please dont stop to wonder why
Mother dearest
I love you
And how you deal
With what you're going through
Mother dearest
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Upon My Lashes [09-16-03]

Posted by on Thursday, May 14, 2009
Upon my lashes
Dry my tears
Which show my sadness
And show my fears
These tears show
That I am weak
I've failed myself
I cannot think
I cannot let
It happen again
For these tears show
That she will...

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For Him [06/2003?]

Posted by on Thursday, May 14, 2009
The ink bottle full of blood
Turns scarlet the pale wood
She tried to save his life
But it was for no good
Now in her sorrow
She writes to him
In his blood
Remembering how she tried to save him
The regret is too much
Flashbacks of that dreadful night
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Thy [04-24-03]

Posted by on Thursday, May 14, 2009
Thy sweet eyes
I cannot see
Thy gentle touch
Is for not me
Thy tight embrace
Brutally is gone
So tenderly
For thee I long

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Precious Childhood Wasted [06-18-03]

Posted by on Thursday, May 14, 2009
Her precious childhood gone
Wasted in a minute
When someone handed her a beer
And said now "just sip it"
The one drink of beer
Ignited a fire
Which burned up her life
Deep down inside her
She continued drinking
She drank until dawn
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On My Mind [06-13-03]

Posted by on Thursday, May 14, 2009
I wish I could find a way
To say
These things on my mind
But I cant find the words to speak
My thoughts left undefined
If only I could find a way
To make the world see
The thoughts running through my head
The pain inside of me
The undescribable thoughts
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Rag Doll [05-20-03]

Posted by on Thursday, May 14, 2009
Somebody help me
Escape from myself
Put my ugly body
Up upon a shelf
Kill my mind first
So I wont have to think
Watch the pretty people
Run, and scream, and shriek
My body aches
For a caring touch
I give all my love
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My Face [05-22-03]

Posted by on Thursday, May 14, 2009
They walk about
Upon my face
Walking faster
Trying to erase
The memory of
Who I am
The identity
Of what I couldnt
Handle
Life
A concept I couldnt grasp
The death wish that was always in my head
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No Name [05-14-03]

Posted by on Thursday, May 14, 2009
She wont ask about the bruises
She already knows
What happened that cold morning
While the streets were filled with snow
Shes seen it many times before
Though it never seemed right
She knows why the little girl
Is afraid to sleep at night
She reassures the small child
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Drugs [05/2003]

Posted by on Thursday, May 14, 2009
Looking, watching you
In the corner freaking out
No one but you
Know what you tool
You dont remember anything
You barely remember me
It makes me cry to see you
It makes me want to scream
Instead I walk over to you
Put my arms around you
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Ok, this stupid thing won't let me put this box on top, so I will keep fucking with it, but until then, it be on the bottom. My poetry will not be in chronological order, atleast not until I get bored enough to go and do so, so the posts are just in order of how I had them on my old site. Feel free to read through and give me your thoughts. Please keep in mind that I was a teenager when I wrote these, and dont kill me. lol. 

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