poetry http://bevvykins.yolasite.com/poetry/page/poetry.php Sat, 13 Jun 2026 16:02:44 +0100 FeedCreator 1.7.2 http://bevvykins.yolasite.com/poetry/page/poetry/mother-dearest-09-23-03- <div>Mother dearest</div> <div>Please dont cry</div> <div>Its not your fault</div> <div>He had to die</div> <div>Mother dearest</div> <div>Please dont stop to wonder why</div> <div>Mother dearest </div> <div>I love you</div> <div>And how you deal </div> <div>With what you're going through</div> <div>Mother dearest</div> <div>I dont understand</div> <div>Why you get so very mad</div> <div>Mother dearest</div> <div>I cant stand</div> <div>When you hit me</div> <div>I dont understand</div> <div>Mother dearest</div> <div>Please stop</div> <div>Mother dearest</div> <div>I'm going away</div> <div>The police told me</div> <div>I have another place to stay</div> <div>Mother dearest</div> <div>They say they are </div> <div>Protecting me from you</div> <div>Mother dearest</div> <div>I cant stand you </div> Thu, 14 May 2009 01:03:28 +0100 http://bevvykins.yolasite.com/poetry/page/poetry/upon-my-lashes-09-16-03- <font color="#ff3366" size="2" face="Courier"><div>Upon my lashes</div> <div>Dry my tears</div> <div>Which show my sadness</div> <div>And show my fears</div> <div>These tears show </div> <div>That I am weak</div> <div>I've failed myself</div> <div>I cannot think</div> <div>I cannot let </div> <div>It happen again</div> <div>For these tears show </div> <div>That she will win</div> <div>She'll win my mind</div> <div>She'll win my soul</div> <div>I cannot let </div> <div>This&nbsp;happen though</div> <div>I must be strong</div> <div>I cannot cry</div> <div>Or my soul will lose</div> <div>And&nbsp;I will die</div></font> Thu, 14 May 2009 01:02:53 +0100 http://bevvykins.yolasite.com/poetry/page/poetry/for-him-06-2003- <font color="#ff3366" size="2" face="Courier"><div>The ink bottle full of blood</div> <div>Turns scarlet the pale wood</div> <div>She tried to save his life</div> <div>But it was for no good</div> <div>Now in her sorrow</div> <div>She writes to him </div> <div>In his blood</div> <div>Remembering how she tried to save him</div> <div>The regret is too much</div> <div>Flashbacks of that dreadful night</div> <div>They are haunting all her dreams</div> <div>She just wants to make things right</div> <div>She wants to be with him</div> <div>The love of her life</div> <div>Shes gon to the extremes</div> <div>She grabs a kitchen knife</div> <div>The intricate designs</div> <div>Carved upon her wrists</div> <div>There was nothing the paramedics could do</div> <div>The knife still clenched in her fist</div></font> Thu, 14 May 2009 01:02:10 +0100 http://bevvykins.yolasite.com/poetry/page/poetry/thy-04-24-03- <div>Thy sweet eyes</div> <div>I cannot see</div> <div>Thy gentle touch</div> <div>Is for not me</div> <div>Thy tight embrace</div> <div>Brutally is gone</div> <div>So tenderly </div> <div>For thee I long</div> Thu, 14 May 2009 01:01:21 +0100 http://bevvykins.yolasite.com/poetry/page/poetry/precious-childhood-wasted-06-18-03- <div>Her precious childhood gone</div> <div>Wasted in a minute</div> <div>When someone handed her a beer</div> <div>And said now "just sip it"</div> <div>The one drink of beer </div> <div>Ignited a fire</div> <div>Which burned up her life</div> <div>Deep down inside her</div> <div>She continued drinking</div> <div>She drank until dawn</div> <div>When the party came to end</div> <div>She could not move on</div> <div>She continued drinking</div> <div>Forgot other aspects of life</div> <div>Late one night in an alley</div> <div>She got raped with a knife</div> <div>Pointed at her heart</div> <div>He took the last piece</div> <div>Of her innocence that was left</div> <div>Her virginity</div> <div>Now with her life gone</div> <div>She cannot relive</div> <div>The innocent days of youth</div> <div>She thinks her family </div> <div>Wont forgive</div> <div>She takes the gun</div> <div>And points it at her head</div> <div>Says "good bye</div> <div>Im better off dead"</div> Thu, 14 May 2009 01:00:48 +0100 http://bevvykins.yolasite.com/poetry/page/poetry/on-my-mind-06-13-03- <div>I wish I could find a way</div> <div>To say</div> <div>These things on my mind</div> <div>But I cant find the words to speak</div> <div>My thoughts left undefined</div> <div>If only I could find a way</div> <div>To make the world see</div> <div>The thoughts running through my head</div> <div>The pain inside of me</div> <div>The undescribable thoughts</div> <div>The unspeakable words</div> <div>Leave those around me wondering</div> <div>What is wrong with her</div> <div>I wish that I could tell them</div> <div>And make them understand</div> <div>Then I wouldnt be so alone</div> <div>Trapped inside my head </div> Thu, 14 May 2009 01:00:12 +0100 http://bevvykins.yolasite.com/poetry/page/poetry/rag-doll-05-20-03- <font color="#ff3366" size="2" face="Courier"><div>Somebody help me</div> <div>Escape from myself</div> <div>Put my ugly body</div> <div>Up upon a shelf</div> <div>Kill my mind first</div> <div>So I wont have to think</div> <div>Watch the pretty people </div> <div>Run, and scream, and shriek</div> <div>My body aches</div> <div>For a caring touch</div> <div>I give all my love</div> <div>Isnt that enough</div> <div>You dont want to care</div> <div>About poor misshapen me</div> <div>You'll pretend to love me</div> <div>But in your head you want to flee</div> <div>It feels like I have been raped</div> <div>Stripped of my dignity</div> <div>No one even wants to look</div> <div>At violated me</div> <div>Running will not help me</div> <div>I wont make it to your door</div> <div>You'll find me dead and broken</div> <div>Drugged out on my floor</div> <div>I cant even cry </div> <div>The pain refuses to leave</div> <div>The tears jsut arent coming</div> <div>I just want to bleed</div></font> Thu, 14 May 2009 00:59:12 +0100 http://bevvykins.yolasite.com/poetry/page/poetry/my-face-05-22-03- <div>They walk about</div> <div>Upon my face</div> <div>Walking faster </div> <div>Trying to erase</div> <div>The memory of</div> <div>Who I am</div> <div>The identity </div> <div>Of what I couldnt </div> <div>Handle</div> <div>Life</div> <div>A concept I couldnt grasp</div> <div>The death wish that was always in my head</div> <div>Has finally come true</div> <div>I give my love</div> <div>Though I'm not really sure what it is </div> <div>To you</div> <div>And say good bye</div> Thu, 14 May 2009 00:58:30 +0100 http://bevvykins.yolasite.com/poetry/page/poetry/no-name-05-14-03- <font color="#ff3366" size="2" face="Courier"><div>She wont ask about the bruises</div> <div>She already knows</div> <div>What happened that cold morning </div> <div>While the streets were filled with snow</div> <div>Shes seen it many times before</div> <div>Though it never seemed right</div> <div>She knows why the little girl</div> <div>Is afraid to sleep at night</div> <div>She reassures the small child</div> <div>That now she will be safe</div> <div>She wants the world to see</div> <div>The mothers wretched mistake</div></font> Thu, 14 May 2009 00:57:50 +0100 http://bevvykins.yolasite.com/poetry/page/poetry/drugs-05-2003- <div>Looking, watching you</div> <div>In the corner freaking out</div> <div>No one but you</div> <div>Know what you tool</div> <div>You dont remember anything</div> <div>You barely remember me</div> <div>It makes me cry to see you</div> <div>It makes me want to scream</div> <div>Instead I walk over to you</div> <div>Put my arms around you </div> <div>And hold you tight</div> <div>I tell you I'll help you make it</div> <div>Through this drugged night</div> <div>I tell you that I love you</div> <div>And it hurts me when you are like this</div> <div>I tell you I will never leave you</div> <div>No matter how hard it gets</div> <div>I know you took the drugs</div> <div>To escape from everything</div> <div>Your abusive parents</div> <div>The teachers on your case</div> <div>&nbsp;</div> <div>Suddenly, your breaths</div> <div>Become ragged</div> <div>And your body becomes limp</div> <div>You've killed yourself</div> <div>And you'll never know how I felt</div> <div>The&nbsp;tears flow freely</div> <div>From my eyes onto</div> <div>Your limp body</div> <div>For hours&nbsp;I can do nothing</div> <div>But cry</div> <div>Finally I get the courage</div> <div>To get up and leave your side</div> <div>I am now faced with the world</div> <div>And&nbsp;I&nbsp;have learned from your mistake</div> <div>To face the world unafraid</div> <div>And never rely on drugs</div> <div>To help me through my day <br></div> Thu, 14 May 2009 00:57:11 +0100