I love you so much
But I dont know how
I can keep on living
There seems to be
No place for me in this world
You're the only one that cares
But I dont know if that's enough
Hte endless screaming and fighting
Lowers my self-esteem
I can't live like this much longer
I dont want these things to hurt you
For I know you'll always care
I just need a place to go
Thats far far away from here
Right now it seems that death is the only option
Please dont cry, but know that I'll be happy
I love you so very much
Even if i dont show it
I'll love  you in life
I'll love you in death
I just dont know how to deal
With the things I am going through
I told you I have problems
I dont think you knew how bad they were
I wish it didnt come to this
This choice of life or death
You've made me so happy
But you cant do that when I'm not with you
i'll try not to end my pathetice life just yet
But living brings me too much pain
Others may just laugh at me
When they find out how I'm feeling
They dont know how serious I am
About this wish of killing
Maybe things will be better
If I am with you every day
But that aint going to happen
The tears of sorrow and of pain
Roll down my soft cheeks as i write
Somehow it just feels
Nothing will ever be right
So give me a shoulder to lean on
Hand in hand guide me to the light
Then I know
Everything will be alright