DePrEsSiOn [05/2002]

Posted by on Thursday, May 14, 2009
Dying slowly
Everything is dead
Painless cuts
Running blood
Escaping from myself
Speaking softly
Singing death
Innocence gone
Only thoughts of pain
Numbing my body

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Father Unknown [06/2002]

Posted by on Thursday, May 14, 2009
This one was written as a songish type poem
 
*Chorus*
Who are you
The man who created me
Who are you
The father unknown to me
Fuck you
You were never there for me
So I hope you are regretting this
 
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Masks [09/2002]

Posted by on Thursday, May 14, 2009
I wear a mask to school each day
A mask which covers everything
It covers the pain I feel inside
The pain that makes me want to die
My mask is decorated with smiles and laughs
Green hair and makeup too
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Good Friend [09/2002]

Posted by on Thursday, May 14, 2009
No one takes the time to see
Just what a great friend i can be
They cant see beyond my hair
They think i just dont care
The solemn look upon my face
To them I'm just a disgrace
The black baggy attire
Just seems to fuel their fire
The news says people are more accepting today
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Love [11-04-2003]

Posted by on Thursday, May 14, 2009

I really love u, 

but u turn me away.. 

saying there will never be..

for me another day...

I really loved you

And that you know

Though i couldnt let

My feelings show

For fear of being

All alone

And shut out

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Glory [11/04/2003]

Posted by on Thursday, May 14, 2009

i dont care about the world today,

i wish it all would fade away..

it took away my pride and glory,

now im just another story...

you'll find me somewhere

If you look

But do not try

A childrens book

I'll prolly be in a medicine guide

Look under psychi...


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To JRS [12/2003]

Posted by on Thursday, May 14, 2009
How much do you love me
How far will you go
Will  you build a bridge across the distance
Let your feelings for me show
How long must I wait
And what must I do
Before you are the one
That I can look forward to
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I am Nothing [01-09-04]

Posted by on Thursday, May 14, 2009

The pain

The tears

The lies

The alibis

Cant seem to end

Always begin

Wont go away

They want to stay

Cant seem to find

My release

I just dont know

Im on my knees

I cry mysel...


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Random Thoughts [01-02-04]

Posted by on Thursday, May 14, 2009
trying to hold on to what was never there in the first place,
trying to be there for who never existed in the first place,
trying to make sense of what was never meant to be
trying so hard to be true to me
trying to keep what should be lost
trying to reap what was never sown
trying to read what was never written
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Reminiscing of the Days of Old [01-12-2004]

Posted by on Thursday, May 14, 2009

Reminiscing of the days of old

And all the times you told me

That youd never leave me

And now Im left on my own

With no one left to hold me up

You told me that you love me

And now you say youre leaving me

What happened to our love

Where on earth did you go wrong

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Ok, this stupid thing won't let me put this box on top, so I will keep fucking with it, but until then, it be on the bottom. My poetry will not be in chronological order, atleast not until I get bored enough to go and do so, so the posts are just in order of how I had them on my old site. Feel free to read through and give me your thoughts. Please keep in mind that I was a teenager when I wrote these, and dont kill me. lol. 

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