Little Girl [04-24-03]

Posted by on Thursday, May 14, 2009
She smacked her in the face
Smashed her up against a wall
She took a knife and stabbed her
Just to see her fall
She kicked  her in the stomach
Washed her anger down with beer
She never stopped to see
Her daughters tiny tears
The little girl  struggles
To...

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*No Title* [04-20-03]

Posted by on Thursday, May 14, 2009
Sad, depressed
Lonely, scared
I was brought into this world
So incredibly unprepared
No one told me of the pain
That I would have to endure
No one told me of my illness
Which to me posesses no cure
The mind numbing thoughts
Which flow through my mind
...

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Truth and Lies [04-17-03]

Posted by on Thursday, May 14, 2009
I want to know the truth
Im tired of your lies
You havent yet realized
What you say wont make me cry
Stop trying to sugarcoat
What you need to say
Tell me what you are thinking
Is this some sick game you play
Dont change what you think
Because I intimida...

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Anger and Adrenaline [01-16-03]

Posted by on Thursday, May 14, 2009
Anger surrounds me
And swallows me whole
Its taking me farther
Down the rabbit hole
Its calming my other emotions
And taking over my body
 
The anger the others
Have towards me
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Dorothy [10-15-03]

Posted by on Thursday, May 14, 2009

I long to be with you
I hope to hell I can
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What Should I Write [10-22-03]

Posted by on Thursday, May 14, 2009

I feel like writing something

Although I dont know what

I could write of birds and bees

Of flowers and of lakes

I could write of memories

Good things and mistakes

I could write of love

Or maybe write of hate

I could write of anything

I dont know if you c...


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Written to David (my ex) [12-08-02]

Posted by on Thursday, May 14, 2009
I love you so much
But I dont know how
I can keep on living
There seems to be
No place for me in this world
You're the only one that cares
But I dont know if that's enough
Hte endless screaming and fighting
Lowers my self-esteem
I can't live like this mu...

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Die Today [11-14-02]

Posted by on Thursday, May 14, 2009
I want to die today
I want the world to fade away
I want the world to feel my pain
While I slowly drain
The life from my body
All I need is a knife
And I will kill myself
I will cut piece by piece
Blood will flow everywhere
No one will care when I leave
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Hmnnesss [11-14-02]

Posted by on Thursday, May 14, 2009
How do you overcome
Years of being told you're dumb
How do you live
Through years of mental abuse
Ever wonder what its like to live in a house
Treated as though you are a deadly disease
Where nothing you ever do is right
Where nothing seems to have a light
No one deserves this pun...

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This was written to my mom, no title [10/2002]

Posted by on Thursday, May 14, 2009
I'm thankful for your raising me
For your love I'm glad
But I'm tired  of being lonely
I'm sick of being sad
I long to see the blood
Flow from my battered body
To free me from my hurting
So I will never have to worry
I will bathe in the red water
Flowing...

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Ok, this stupid thing won't let me put this box on top, so I will keep fucking with it, but until then, it be on the bottom. My poetry will not be in chronological order, atleast not until I get bored enough to go and do so, so the posts are just in order of how I had them on my old site. Feel free to read through and give me your thoughts. Please keep in mind that I was a teenager when I wrote these, and dont kill me. lol. 

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